_building new memories

_these few days have opened my eyes to reality , that my life which is soo far from perfection is actually pretty damn good. So my dear friend has faced his demons and he is taking action of epic proportion, he is taking that bull by the horns and he is wrestling it to the ground, and if need be ill hand him the rope to tie it down once and for all. I’m sad to see him go for now but proud of his actions , he manned up and he manned up well.

So why is my life not as bad as i taught, well there is many factors but last few days have really shown it , there is sadness, misery , betrayal and plotting all around me. Yet I seem to be spared of this to an extent, new influences in my life are present ……..

..wow what was that , that scent? ….. did i have to walk into that elevator …. why does it remind me of her … that sweet innocent scent that takes me to the greatest plains of life ….

Im filled with joy in her presence , Im overcome with taught in her absence but im always sensing her essence …… this feeling is not for all but for just one …. one who once again makes me want to run , to fly , to jump any hurdle and break down any wall even the one she placed in front of me in the begining.

Podji od toga da si mom zivotu sve
i da bez tebe moja dusa umire
jer ja bez tebe vise ne mogu ni dan
samo je tvoje ime, vjeruj, sve sto znam

my mind is filled with all these new memories , im running full steam just to proccess them all

till next time_