_pain

_so what is pain ? the definition is

pain (pn) n.

1. An unpleasant sensation occurring in varying degrees of severity as a consequence of injury, disease, or emotional disorder.
it seems to be so far off track the above, it seems so distant to what i feel right now …… the demons inside me rage again ….. am i destined to roam this life without real purpose real goals real emotion.
F*k it i say….. return to the life I fell into …. booze random  women and the searing pain of waking in the morning begging for the ringing inside my head to stop and my liver to recover from the dust it became…….
Trust no one , no-one is worth it ……. worry not about anything ….what is the worst that will happen …… there is nothing worse then this now … arghhhhh

im paying a dear price for being a good guy for letting my heart rule for letting my  emotions define who i am

Life seems has drawn a path for me ….. i cannot create my reality Ive lost control_

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May 21, 2009 / 6:08 am
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